note for you,

Chapter 12,

day 366:

I lose myself.
I completely lose myself.

It's not him, it's not her, it's not them, it's you.
It's you, Lysha.
You've just ruined yourself.

For God sake, Alysha.
Just stop. ruining. everybody's life.
you've always wanted to be a devil, haven't you?
now I tell you this:
you don't have to wish to be a devil.
because you are.
and you're not proud of it.

Regret always comes late, dear my readers.
and I hope,
and I hope
your heads are clear enough to see what is wrong and what is right.
so you don't have to regret for what have you done, and what haven't you done.

Dear my readers,
be wise.
be wise for every step that you're gonna take.
because regret always comes late.
regret always comes late.

day 366 :
I lose myself
I completely lose myself

and nobody said it was easy.

from now on,
the stones that you have to deal with are getting harder
and more harder, than what they should be.

dear my lovely readers,
wish me luck.




Happy-survive- new year 2013!
stay happy, and stay strong.

Alysha Paxia Susilo.